Better Than

Don't wanna get ahead of myself

But I can't help it, can't forget how it felt

Life looking out from the back of the shelf

Playing it cool, tryna' catch my breath

Still I'm running in circles half of the time and the other half wondering why

Fingers crossed behind my back

Hoping that this time I won't crack

Under the weight, I'm feeling like a wreck

But when I look at myself, I know I'm better than

Last year when I disappeared

Shaken up and full of fear

It took a while for me to get back up

Back up, get myself back together

It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back

It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back

Don't wanna make a fool out of myself

But I just haven't seen proof there was nothing left out

Words hanging loose from the roof of my mouth

Playing it cool while I hold my breath

Still I'm swimming in circles half of the time and the other half wondering why

History repeats itself

I still can't get out my shell

And I can feel the pressure on my chest

But when I look at myself, I know I'm better than

Last year when I disappeared

Shaken up and full of fear

It took a while for me to get back up

Back up, get myself back together

It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back

It's like we're going one step forward, two steps back