You Should Be Hated Here

they're all surroundingwe're both hopingfailing slowlyattempting one thing to stand upwith dignityto walk awaydo the time to prove it allthe new lineswrapped my eyes aroundthe scars upon my headwere only meantto spell apologiesthere's a (tent full of?)was impossible to findbut until you find me?standing stupid looking blind(? I could do anythingright?to say that you were wrongthis night is guaranteed to all turn blackwith memories that haunt the past)i'm only here to fall apartyou've been angry from the startbut

I know these trainwrecks happen all the timeeverything no one knowsyou should be hated here by nowthis was the prettiest lie that

I told tonightit's been the prettiest lie that

I told all yearthe unmade bed inside the roomwhere

I don't feel comfortable at allwhere blankets stare at me for hoursand

I stare right back so self righteously(it could be nowand I don't feel proudi'm so sorry nowi'm sorry now)and it all comes down to composure that's been lostwhen it all comes down to composure that's been lost