歌词
What is peace without chaos
没有混乱的和平算什么
And lately what planet has god been on
最近上帝又在哪个星球呆着
Why am I constantly just getting **** on
为什么我总是在胡扯
Everythings changed now it all feels like a spin-off
如今一切都变了 所有东西都在被拆解
I guess it's my problem for caring it too much
我想这是我太在意的问题
The universe gave me more love
这个世界给予我的爱
Than regular people can dare bear to touch
比普通人所能承受的更多
But that's the reason that everything's ****ed
但这就是一切都被搞砸的原因
There's a knife in my back
我的背后顶着一把刀
And I can't lay down
我不能躺下
So when I die place my face to the ground
所以当我死的时候 我的脸要朝向地面
Full disrespect my self-hatred is now
努力忽视对自己的厌恶
The only thing I have been thinking about
是我现在唯一在想的事
I've been solving my problems with drugs and some sex
我一直在解决我的毒品和性的问题
I fit in this zip got me feeling correct
这样做让我觉得我是对的
I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend
我又不是折纸可以随意折叠 我不会屈服
But that's in the depths of my head
但一切都只存在我的脑海深处
I don't sleep I just stress when I dead
我睡不着 因为死亡让我感到紧张
I don't forgive and I'll never forget
我不会原谅 我也永远不会忘记
You should sleep where my clothes would be kept
你本应躺在我堆满衣服的衣柜里
You should sleep in the rain with no roof on my head
你本应长眠于雨中而不是为我遮蔽
I got drugs I got pain and regrets
我一边吸毒一边感到痛苦和愧疚
Life's got me failing the test
生活让我彻底失败
What can you give when you've given your best
当你已经竭尽全力的时候 你还能付出什么
100% nothing less
100% 没有更少
Might as well rip my heart out of my chest
还不如把我的心从胸口里挖出来
And leave me for dead
就这样让我死去
Last year alone I had 20 attempts
仅去年一年 我就尝试了20次
Had 20 doctors say I need the meds
有20个医生说我需要药物治疗
Had 20 therapist mess with my head
那20个治疗师把我弄成了疯子
Pop (?) and then I ran out of breath
砰(?) 我喘不过气
Saw the light but had no hands to guide me
我看见了光 却没有人来指引我
I stubble right through her blindly
我盲目地在死神手下挣扎
Fell back to earth but I'm fine, see
坠落到地面但我很好 明白吗
If you wanna die quick then go be just like me
如果你想快点死 那就像我一样
Yeah
专辑信息
1.Chaos