歌词
Am I making you sick？
我让你感到恶心吗？
I think repenting is poisoning my mind
我觉得悔恨正在毒害我的内心
I hate to be let down by my conscience
我讨厌自己因为良心而感到不安
nothing I can say or do is right for you
无论我对你做什么说什么也不会是对的了
standing beneath the daylight feeling my heart is frozen
站在日光下却感觉我的心被冰冻了
feed me drugs feed me lotus，isolate me brick by brick
给我药物给我忘忧果，用一块块砖隔绝我
I cannot find the inner things that left behind
我找不到那些被我落下的内在的东西了
or should I start another course
也许我需要开始下一个疗程
to fix my shattered soul
来修复我破碎的灵魂
I'm so ****ed up
我太烂了
There's no ****ing empathy
根本不会有人共情
maybe I need some sympathy
也许我需要一点同情
or a tragic symphony
或者一首悲伤的交响乐
You're so ****ed up
你太烂了
There's no ****ing empathy
根本不会有人共情
maybe you need some sympathy
也许你需要一点同情
or a tragic symphony
或者一首悲伤的交响乐
standing beneath the daylight feeling my heart is frozen
站在日光下却感觉我的心被冰冻了
feed me drugs feed me lotus，isolate me brick by brick
给我药物给我忘忧果，用一块块砖隔绝我
shedding rotten layers killing the worst of me
褪掉腐烂的皮杀死内在那个最差的我
I've been wasted all my life but I never wanna die
我浪费了全部生命，但还不想死
reaching out my hand even if none will grab it
我伸出手，即使没人会抓住他
Staring at the monster in the mirror everyday
每天看着镜子里那个怪物
See you in my dreams what a bittersweet
在梦里见到了你这是多么苦涩的甜
'Cause You'll leave me again when the sunlight seep in
因为当阳光照进我的房间，你会再次离开我