FEAR;life

Cloudier

歌词

大门紧锁

My doors are locked

灯光尽熄

The lights are off

我在恐惧中颤抖

And I am trembling in fear

我依旧苟延残喘但我希望这里并不是我自己哦~~

I'm alive, but I wish I wasn't here, oh

缠绕在我脖子上的绳索也已断裂，这令我感到无比害怕

The rope around my neck has snapped and all I feel is fear

为了存在于我生命中的所有人，亲爱的

For all the people in my life I hold dear

时间过的太慢以至于我并不感到后悔

The time is passing away too slowly for me to not feel regret

因为今天所有的快乐和痛苦都让这种生活得以继续

For all the joy and pain that caused this life to live today but yet

我的思绪在荡漾缓缓流入死亡

My mind is swimming in the river flowing down into death

但我无法拯救我自己哦为什么为什么或许我被本来就.....

But I can't save myself oh why, oh why am I just...

无比混乱？

...such a mess?

为什么我要拼命的活下去？

Why do I try so hard to live

我依旧生活在恐惧中

But I live in fear

为什么我一直在寻找释放的方式？

Why do I try to find release

当它就在这里时

When it's just right here

我的每一天都无比崩溃

Everyday I fall apart

并让我觉得一切都从头开始一样？

And fall back to the start

为什么我不能...为什么我不能...

Why can't I... why can't I...

重振勇气去....

...build the courage to...

我将再次孤独，我的手机也已关机...我只是害怕

I'm alone again, my phone is dead and I just dread

在床的边缘苏醒，哦~~

Getting up from the edge of my bed, oh

生活是一粒难以下咽的药丸，但是我手中的这粒...

Life's a pill that's hard to swallow, but the pills in my hand...

如果我的痛苦还没有结束，那么它将会更加难以下咽

Are so much harder when my pain doesn't end

啊~为什么我不能再多呼吸一会儿

Ah, why can't I breathe on more time?

并好好的说出这是最后一次

And safely say it's my last

啊~为什么我不能在我自己的眼中映射出我的身影

Ah, why can't I look myself in the eye

并简单的说出...

And say a simple...

再见。

...goodbye

在火车一个接一个的经过之前，我甚至踏不出第一步

The trains are passing one by one before I even take a step

在我的耳中只是无比喧闹的响声和其他人的呼吸声

And in my ears are just the deafening sound of another breath

哦~拜托让我走吧

Oh, please just let me go

我几乎已经跟不上任何人了

I'm barely hanging by a thread

为什么我尝试努力的入睡

Why do I strive to sleep?

却继续逃避我的永眠？

But keep escaping my eternal rest