歌词
一直以来我都不敢呼吸
All along I was scared to breathe
害怕这个世界将我抛弃
So afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind
在黑暗中，我拒绝去看清
In the dark, I refused to see
我几乎活不下去了
That I was barely alive
它如难以咽下的苦药
It’s such a bitter pill to swallow
可我将它视为“真实”
But I learned to call it "reality"
但我不想醒来，我不想醒来
I didn't wanna wake up, I didn’t wanna wake up
我不想醒来并错过痛苦
I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery
一直以来我拒绝相信
妄想着恐惧已置我于死地
All along I refused to believe
到最后，当我停下，我会看见
Paranoid that my fear already left me to die
我正讹言谎语
In the end, when I stopped, I could see
在另一个时空和地点之间
That I was feeding the lie
当没人在乎我时
Caught in between another time and place
感觉永远都不会满足
When no one cared to know my name
何时才会满足？
Feels like it's never enough
我将它创造只为了将它再次毁灭
When is it ever enough?
与命运抗争只是为了投降，只是为了投降
I build it up just to tear it back down again
我最不会放手
Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender
让我溺爱已久的伤疤消失
现在他们会将我埋葬吗？
I'm the worst at letting go
从最糟糕状态中逃离
To the scars I loved the most
留下我粉身碎骨，疑问着
Will they bury me, bury me now?
现在他们会将我埋葬吗？
Running from the worst in me
它如难以咽下的苦药
Left me broken, wondering
可我将它视为“真实”
Will they bury me, bury me now?
但我不想醒来，我不想醒来
我不想醒来
It's such a bitter pill to swallow
它如难以咽下的苦药
But I learned to call it "reality"
可我将它视为“真实”
I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up
但我不想醒来，我不想醒来
I didn't wanna wake up-up-up
我不想醒来并错过痛苦
It's such a bitter pill to swallow
我掌管着逃离现实的钥匙
But I learned to call it "reality"
我拥有着塑造自身的钥匙
I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up
我将它创造只为了将它再次毁灭
I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery
与命运抗争只为了投降，只为了投降
我最不会放手
I hold the key to escaping my reality
让我溺爱已久的伤疤消失
I hold the key to creating my identity
现在他们会将我埋葬吗?
从最糟糕状态中逃离
I build it up just to tear it back down again
留下我粉身碎骨，疑问着
Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender
现在他们会将我埋葬吗?
I'm the worst at letting go
(现在他们会将我埋葬吗?)
To the scars I loved the most
现在他们永远别想覆盖我的希望
Will they bury me, bury me now?
Running from the worst in me
Left me broke and wondering
Will they bury me, bury me now?
(Will they bury me, bury me now?)
They won’t bury me, bury me now
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