歌词
They keep telling me to love myself
他们总是不断告诉我 好好爱自己
How the **** do you love yourself
那你又是怎么爱自己的
You don't, you don't even know
不 你甚至都不知道
Who the **** you are anymore?
你清楚你自己究竟是如何一个人
Like you feel like you're reaching your breaking point
现在感到 这世界他妈的破碎不堪 人也濒临崩溃
Every ******* day and it's just...
操蛋的日子 天天令人恶心 厌倦
It's hard, man
艰难 你懂吗
They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹
They don't wanna feel
不愿意去感受 接纳另一个人沉在心底惶恐的破碎
The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说
I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的
They don't wanna talk
他们不愿和我交谈
They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的
The voices in my head saying
一个声音不断冲击着我的大脑
I don't think I'm
我认为我不·····
They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹
They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的
The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说
I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的
I don't think I'm real
我不是真实的
I don't think I'm real
我是被虚构出来的
I don't think I'm real
我活在任何人世界之外
I don't think I'm
我想····
I don't know where my heads been at
惶惶不可终日 该朝哪走 我迷失了
And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that
就因如此 我真觉得我是个没用又讨厌的人
It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that
就像头痛一样 这种想法不断来袭 又不断在痛苦中 越堕落越快乐
The pain won't go away till my brain go splat
痛苦不会消散的 直到我的大脑 彻底崩溃四散
And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my s**t out
这么多年我都在尝试解剖 分析 理解自我 找出我执着的答案
Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
握紧曾以为真实的虚拟 点燃嘴里 叼起的一根又一根烟
I can't cope without the **** and time's just runnin' out
没这东西 我应付不了我的生活 时间就在那昏乱的烟雾中流逝
Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
我大把大把失去着我的耐心 身体如宇宙中的黑洞 孤立 不见任何丰盈之处
I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain
我找到一种方式 尝试与我的痛苦和解
And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay
说点实话吧 我真的感觉不是很好
The ******* voice inside my head is driving me insane
脑海中避不开的声音 一直驱使我理智
And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
但周围的沉默杀死了我 最近一段时间 几乎一切都不一样了
Lost in my head, lost in my mind
我迷失在情绪之中 我逃不出我的煎熬
Telling myself that I'll be just fine
我告诉我自己 都会好的 没关系
Nothing's okay, nothing's alright
没事没事
Smoking all day, crying all night
整天整天抽烟 整夜整夜哭
And what the **** you expect from the kid
你对我他妈的很有期待吗 呵呵
I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
恶魔隐匿在我的身体里 我试着赶除它
Of all the s**t that I deal with, I act on a whim
所有 所有的问题 我决定去处理时 都是一时兴起
I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim
就像一条出了水面 还想努力摆动的鱼
Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so ******* stellar
卧室里 产幻 如此精彩有趣 呵呵
When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
抽完 爽到就像躺在银行的金柜里
Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
杀死存在身体里的那个我 这样会更好过
Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
拿起手枪 扣动扳机 这是我最后留下的信
They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹
They don't wanna feel
不愿意去感受 接纳另一个人沉在心底惶恐的破碎
The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说
I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的
They don't wanna talk
没人救我
They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的
The voices in my head saying
一个声音不断冲击着我的大脑
I don't think I'm
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They don't wanna talk
他们不愿和我交谈
They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的
The voices in my head saying
脑海里充斥着一个声音
I don't think I'm real
我是被虚构出来的
I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的
I don't think I'm real
我不是真实的
I don't think I'm real
我活在任何人世界之外
I don't think I'm
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