歌词与中文翻译
曾有一瞬 我觉得还活着
但到我死了
I felt alive for a little while
我才发觉
But when I died
我被自己的自尊摧毁
I had the time to notice
却从未直面过它
I was crushed by the weight of my own ego
曾有一瞬 我感到你爱我
But never honest enough to say it
但从未有胆量
放下自尊
我曾说我会变成你想要的任何样子
I felt your love for a little while
信誓旦旦 仿佛真能兑现
But never had the guts
信誓旦旦 仿佛真能兑现
To give myself up
你四处顾盼
I said that I could be just what you wanted
但你不会看见我 不会发现我
As if I could ever keep a promise
不会看到我离开
As if I could ever keep a promise
曾经的我
不只是一首
你磁带里无限循环的歌
You have eyes in every room
我不想走的
But you won't see me, you won't see me
本可以发誓的
You won't see me walk away
我曾听到你在走廊大笑
Once I was
我不喜欢清醒的自己
More than just a song to play
我讨厌自己
On your haunted tape
清醒着的自己
I don't want to be away
Could have sworn
I heard you laughing in the doorway
I don't like myself when I'm awake
I don't like myself
When I'm awake