歌词
In my mind
我觉得
In a future five years from now
在未来五年后
I'm one hundred and twenty pounds
我将有120磅那么重
And I never get hung over
并且我从来不会宿醉
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我将会是很自律的
Never minding what state I'm in
无论我身在美国那个州
And I will be someone I admire
并且我将成为我所敬仰的那种人
And it's funny how I imagined
这很有趣，现在就想象——
That I would be that person now
——我将成为那样的人
But it does not seem to have happened
但是这看起来还没有发生
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
或许我只是忘记了如何看待
That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
我并不完全是我想我将会成为的那种人
And in my mind
而且我觉得
In the faraway here and now
在遥远的远方和未来
I've become in control somehow
我已变的自律
And I never lose my wallet
我从不会丢钱包
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因为我将很有纪律
Never ******* up anything
从不会搞砸任何事
And I'll be a good defensive driver
而且我会成为一个好的文明驾驶司机
And it's funny how I imagined
这很有趣，现在就想象——
That I would be that person now
——我将成为那样的人
But it does not seem to have happened
但是这看起来还没有发生
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
或许我只是忘记了如何看待
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
我永远不会成为我想我将会成为的那种人
And in my mind
而且我觉得
When I'm old I am beautiful
当我老了的时候还会很漂亮
Planting tulips and vegetables
我将种植郁金香和蔬菜
Which I will mindfully watch over
我将用心照看它们
Not like me now
不像我现在这样
I'm so busy with everything
对于任何事情，我现在都太忙了——
That I don't look at anything
——以至于我不去费心查看（周围的）任何东西
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
但我确信当我年纪大一些后我就会（有空）去查看了
And it's funny how I imagined
这很有趣，现在就想象——
That I could be that person now
——我可以成为那样的人
But that's not what I want
但这不是我想要的
If that's what I wanted
如果它是我想要的的话
Then I'd be giving up somehow
我将会以某种方式放弃
How strange to see
多奇怪啊
That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be
看到我不想成为我想成为的那种人
And in my mind
而且我觉得
I imagine so many things
我想象了这么多事情——
Things that aren't really happening
——那些永远不会发生的事情
And when they put me in the ground
并且当他们埋葬我的时候
I'll start pounding the lid
我会开始奋力敲打盖子
Saying I haven't finished yet
大喊“我还没有完成”
I still have a tattoo to get
“我还有一个纹身要刺”
That says I'm living in the moment
这说明我那时还活着
And it's funny how I imagined
这很有趣，现在就想象——
That I could win this winless fight
——我可以赢得这没有赢过的战斗
But maybe it isn't all that funny
但是或许这并不是那么有趣——
That I've been fighting all my life
——我一辈子都在战斗
But maybe I have to think it's funny
但或许我必须觉得这很有趣——
If I wanna live before I die
——如果我还想活着，而不是立刻去死的话
And maybe it's funniest of all
或许这才是最有趣的——
To think I'll die before I actually see
——去认为我到死也看不到
That I am exactly the person that I want to be
我成为我想成为的那种人的那一天
**** yes
噢，！（划掉）是的！
I am exactly the person that I want to be
我到死也看不到我成为我想成为的那种人的那一天
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