New Disease

Now I can take this everything I know

Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be

I can never change anything I've done

Because its the only thing I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do

Never really knew it was coming from me

It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come

Because I have gone to far now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me?

Watered down my senses and turned them on me

**** morality and everything I know

If I didn't hate this then I couldn't go

Impersonate myself for what I used to be

Denial is all that's left now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head

I'm suffering instead

I can't remember why this meant so much to me

Doubt

Did I ever want this?

It all could have been, it all would have been

Doubt

Did I ever want this?

It all could have been, it's all I'll ever be

Seething in my head

I'm suffering instead

I can't remember why this meant so much to me

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease