In My Darkest Hour

In my hour of need

Ha no you ＇re not there

And though I reached out for you

Wouldn ＇t lend a hand

Through the darkest hour

Grace did not shine on me

It feels so cold very cold

No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely

Did you ever think that I needed love

Did you ever think to stop thinking

You ＇re the only one that I ＇m thinking of

You ＇ll never know how hard I tried

To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I ＇m dead and gone

Don ＇t try to understand knowing you I ＇m probably wrong

But oh how I lived my life for you

Still you ＇d turn away

Now as I die for you

My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name

All these years I thought I was wrong

Now I know it was you

Raise you head raise your face your eyes

Tell me who you think you are

I walk I walk alone

Into the promised land

There ＇s a better place for me

But it ＇s far far away

Everlasting life for me

In a perfect world

But I gotta die first

Please god send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time

Loneliness is not only felt be fools

Alone I call to ease the pain

Yearning to be held by you

Alone so alone I ＇m lost

Consumed by the pain

The pain the pain the pain

Won ＇t you hold me again

And you just laughed ha ha B**ch

My whole life is work built on the past

But the time has come when all things shall pass

This good thing passed away