歌词
Repeat to youself that they're not really gone
Time has proven that fooling yourself into believing the lies
Is most effective way to deal with things you have no control over
Keep listening to the mix tapes they made you
Over analyze everysingle word you hear
Was this a sign that things were going wrong?
NO! NO!
[00:38,380]You were the one who cared to hard
Not them
Stay up every single night staring at your phone
Either attempting to gether up the courage to turn these demons
These constant reminders of your lonliness
Into nothing more than a bad dream
Or playing just for one second you could feel the warmth of
Equally returned love
Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
Always bring your notebook
Never stop writing
Leave little comics and you thank you notes with your tip
Watch them smile as you get in you car
Talk down yourself whenever possible
My life is shit beacuse i deserve it
Right?
You must've done somthing really bad
And it's really impossible for you to cry now
Aviod your friends for weeks
Even through they're the only sense of consistency you have left in your life
If they really wanted to see you they'd come
But they won't
Who cares？
Allow yourself to loose interest in the things you love
Watch as you begin to take backseat to the world around you
Don't fight it
Become secondary character in your own motion picture
But most importantly drown everysingle one in your feeling in old stolen rum
Learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat
Find comfort in the warmth coming form your stomach
You're drinking bottled love now
You don't need other people to drive away your lonlieness
You just needed to find a way to talk to it