歌词与中文翻译
In 1999 when I was first led into sin
1999年 那时我犯下了过失
Cranked up and hit the road, to grind some gears again
心急如焚地发动车子上路
Breakneck and reckless I had a trail to blaze ahead
不顾一切开得飞快
No count and cost or who I might have left for dead
什么也不管了 慢点就会让他们去死
Went looking for a river of gold when my hometown was catching on fire
当我望向金河时 我的家乡正在着火
Left everyone I love in the smoke while I got lost becoming a liar
抛弃了我所爱的人 我成了个骗子
Now I'm upstream, I'm getting tired
而我在金河的上游 我累了...
And all those birthdays when I just forgot to call
他们的生日 我都忘了打电话祝福
Heads were rolling I was a poster on the wall
抬头看看 通缉报上的人就是我
I'm not sure what it was hanging ‘round my neck
我不知道我脖子上挂了什么
I'm certain it had plans to take what it could get
但我肯定它是有计划的
Went searching for the Hollywood sound
去追寻Hollywood的声音
and my old friends were cursing my name
而我的老朋友在咒骂着我
I thought if I could burn out the sun
我想我要是能灭掉太阳
everyone would be with me in the shade
那么每个人都会与我待在暗处
Wrong as I was, I wouldn't change
但我错了.. 我也不能改变事实
And all those birthdays when I just forgot to call
他们的生日 我甚至还没打过一个电话
I'm sitting on a mountain of guilt
我静坐在山上内疚
that I finally started chipping away
我终于能慢慢释怀了
Here hoping you could try to absolve
现在我希望你能原谅我
all the years that I was playing the game
以及那时不务正业的我
I think I'm turning homeward again
我想我又回到家门前了
and I'm praying you will open the gates
我希望你能开门
Will you let me in, let me stay?
你会让我进去吗？让我留下？