歌词
Given free will but within certain limitations,
自由意愿但存在着某种制约
I cannot will myself to limitless mutations,
我不能使自己无限止的转化
I cannot know what I would be if I were not me,
我无法知道如果我不是我，我会是什么
I can only guess me.
我只能去揣度
So when I say that I know me, how can I know that?
所以当我说了解自己的时候，我又怎能确定
What kind of spider understands arachnophobia?
就像没有一只蜘蛛可以体会蜘蛛恐惧症
I have my senses and my sense of having senses.
我的那些感官，它们又都有自己的感受
Do I guide them? Or they me?
是我引领它们？或是它们在引领我
The weight of dust exceeds the weight of settled objects.
尘埃与固定物体的重量没有本质的区别
What can it mean, such gravity without a centre?
是否意味着重力并没有中点
Is there freedom to un-be?
是否存在“不存在”的自由
Is there freedom from will-to-be?
是否存在“想要成为”的自由
Sheer momentum makes us act this way or that way.
根本的动力使我们表现得如此或那般
We just invent or just assume a motivation.
是我们虚构或假设出了这种动机
I would disperse, be disconnected. Is this possible?
我想要使自己分散支离，这可以实现吗
What are soldiers without a foe?
没有敌手的战士是什么
Be in the air, but not be air, be in the no air.
在空气中，但不要成为空气，存在于真空中
Be on the loose, neither compacted nor suspended.
恍惚自在，既不和合亦不被牵制
Neither born nor left to die.
既不降生亦不等待消亡
Had I been free, I could have chosen not to be me.
如果我是自主的，我不会选择成为我
Demented forces push me madly round a treadmill.
这些嘈杂的想法令我无法停歇
Demented forces push me madly round a treadmill.
这些嘈杂的想法令我无法停歇
Let me off please, I am so tired.
让我睡会儿吧，我挺困的
Let me off please, I am so very tired.
让我睡会儿吧，我真的好困啊（来自边远的公众号
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