A Million Times

Figuring out what it means

to use space

I guess I’ll just hide again

I think I missed this sinking

in my stomach

I think I missed the rain

But this silence does nothing for me

Unless you’re there

to share the tension

And even then

I try my best to fill it up

‘Cause I’m all teeth and panic

Will I ever be enough

I don’t know what it is that

you need and it scares me to

think that I’d reshape myself a million

times to work it out

Oh I’d love to lose myself

I doubt you’d change for anyone

But I still change for everyone

I’ll start to swallow these feelings

I know they’re too much to take

And I know

you didn’t ask for this

But I didn’t mean to be like this

I don’t know what it is that

you need and it scares me to

think that I’d reshape myself a million

times to work it out

Oh I’d love to lose myself

I doubt you’d change for anyone

But I still change for everyone