Time For You

You got drunk & said you love me

But I wouldn’t come inside

I’ve got options, trust me

Yeah I know other guys

Sometimes you’re just so awful

And all my friends agree

But I can’t help the way I stumble

You look good when you’ve been mean

You disappear for weeks at least, you barely have a job

Don’t know why it feels like recently I’m choking on exhaust

And you held my head on the train that one night in the cold

Asked me could you stick around

And I ******* told you no, but

I, I, I've got time for you

You, you make me want to die without trying to

Be careful I'm easy to crush

Yeah I'm know I'm busy enough

But I, I, I've got time for you

How could you go chasing after me

And not see that it hurt

When you replayed all your histories

Of lines & ripping shirts

Now you’re screaming that you’re angry

That you retraced all my steps

Please stop saying that you’re changing

Get the **** out of my bed

Cause I need someone else who every night remembers I exist

Who doesn’t say that he’s ready but then can’t ever commit

All I know is that you’re bad for me

And I’m like bad enough

Still when I’m alone in some hotel room

You’re the one I want, cause

I, I, I've got time for you

You, you make me want to die without trying to

Be careful I'm easy to crush

Yeah I'm know I'm busy enough

But I, I, I've got time for you

Only thing that I can count on is you not coming through

So why do I find myself wishing I was next to you

In a crowd full of people on south 2nd but I’m still texting you

I’m sick of that, I’m sick of the second you leave how I invest in you

Well I made plans tonight, but I’m panicked

Feel like canceling, damnit

I hang on your lips like they’re a cliff til I slip & vanish

You said in a couple months you might be ready

And part of me’s still hoping

But you won’t be, and both of us we know it

I, I, I've got time for you

You, you make me want to die without trying to

Be careful I'm easy to crush

Yeah I'm know I'm busy enough

But I, I, I've got time for you