Payphone Nights

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck

some nights, I call it a draw

Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle

Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off

I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change, I spent on you

Where have the times gone

Baby, it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember

The people we used to be

It's even harder to picture

That you're not here next to me

You say it's too late to make it

But is it too late to try?

And in that time that you wasted

All of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights

You turned out the lights

Now I'm paralyzed

Still stuck in that time when we called it love

But even the sun sets in paradise

And that's alright

I found a martyr in my bed tonight

She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am

Oh, who am I?

I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change I spent on you

Where have the times gone? Baby, it's all wrong

Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist

I would still be holding you like this

All those fairytales are full of ****

One more ******* love song, I'll be sick

So this is it? I sold my soul for this?

Washed my hands of that for this?

I miss my mom and dad for this?

No. When I see stars, when I see stars, that's all they are

When I hear songs

they sound like a swan, so come on

Oh, come on. Oh, come on!

That is it, guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again

Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands

This one is not for the folks back home

I'm sorry to leave, mom, I had to go

Who the **** wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun?

Now, I'm at a payphone

Man, **** that ****

I'll be out spending all this money

While you sitting around wondering

Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing

Made it from the bottom

Now when you see me I'm stuntin'

And all of my cars start with the push of a button

Telling me I changed since I blew up or whatever you call it

Switched the number to my phone so you never could call it

Don't need my name on my shirt, you can tell that I'm ballin'

(some terrible nights~)Swish, what a shame, coulda got picked

Had a really good game but you missed your last shot

So you talk about who you see at the top

Or what you could've saw

But sad to say it's over for

Phantom pull up, valet open doors

Wished I'd go away, got what you was looking for

Now it's me who they want

So you can go take that little piece of **** with you

I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change I spent on you

Where have the times gone? Baby, it's all wrong

Where are the plans we made for two?

If happy ever after did exist

I would still be holding you like this

All those fairytales are full of ****

One more ******* love song, I'll be sick

Now, I'm at a payphone