The Breakup (Shikwa)

Britain’s broken up with me

We had our ups

But now it’s broken down

Lemme break down the whole ****ery

**** buddies turned toxic

Intertwined now we got kids

Built her up she left me broke

Cant believe I let her **** with me

I was a mogul had the bling and the girls

Grit and the pearls

My stash was a quarter of the cash in the world

Then this stray pale chick came to trade

I laid with her, made me pay

she straight slithered

And then stayed I couldn’t kick her out

She saw I was at war with myself

And I’m a fool

Couldn’t decide who I was

So easy to divide and rule

Had me locked down

Beat me red and blue til I knew

Right was white and not brown

When they make you hate yourself

You hand over your crown

She moved in I was a guest

Unwanted in my own house

She stole my shit, broke my ****,

starved me scarred me,

She got paid off the same back she whipped

whatched my arse bleed, kept me hungry

took my industry and independence from me

took my doze and then lent me money

pretending it was all to help me

Then she had beef with some German next man

Went to war for her twice, and I lost my left hand

Asked her to leave, protest peacefully, unbe the best man

she got violent, ran off in the anger

She was stressed out and then she went -

she took a knive out from the bedstand,

carved and scarred down my middle

just to leave me stretched out

I survived and a part of me’s still dead man

but the bleeding never ends man

see my chashmere jumpers still stained red man

She was gone though

Thought I was finally free

Try get back on my feet

My phone flash and I see she keeps calling

Answer the phone she keeps bawling

Says now’s she’s broken and the way she’s living is appalling

She needs building up, restoring

Told me her soldiers have all fallen

Asked rush like the wind bringing the warmth in

a sob story and I bought it

Felt good she asked me to move in

Said together we could build a new thing

The truth is I looked up to her and needed soothing

And thought if she accepted me my worth would be proven

Yeah new kids, born in our house.

A new movement

A future of mixed cultures

but I was so ****ing stupid

Didn’t stop to think how badly it would just confuse them like

Daddy, why does mum hate me, she looks and says “who’s this?”

Came home one day she changed the locks

My brown and white sepia sapna gone to pot

Says she blames me for how lately she's been feeling lost

How she ain’t what she was and our kids don’t show no love

So now she’s taking back control

And she wants me to **** off

Told the feds I’m dangerous insane and trying kill her off

Had no time to explain to them the snipers took their shots

I’m heartbroken and I’m homeless, forgetting who I was

Before I was told I’m only good for sweat and blood and sweat and ****

Britannia trying to thrown me out

Brittney baby please stop

I thought we had a special thing

I know that we can make it up

Brittney if you break up with me then I might just break up

This will either be the end of me or be the wake up

Brittania breaking up with me, this is the breakup

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