1000 Julys

Planning my attack just before you come back around

Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't know how to back down

I never fit in, I don't belong

But you know it doesn't matter when we're feeling strong

Cause I'm a vampire y'all

And we toast the blood of our enemies

You're still scaring me no, you're scaring me no

And we don't fit in

Wonder what it's like when you're living with someone like me

I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy

Feral days, and I'm *** crazed

I put it in with my animal ways

That's the sign I was born to be living in

I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin

You can calm me down, I can't say why

You say goodbye, you burn my eyes, you burn my eyes

A thousand Julys

I hope you'll find I'd give you the words, but no words come to mind

But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies

When you let me in, it's like a thousand Julys

When you left for good, I felt the drop like a boom

Wintertime all alone in your bedroom

I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend

How we living, young American

I guess I've always known

I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own

And I don't know why, I don't know why, I don't know why

A thousand Julys

I know you'll find I'd say the words, but no words come to mind

But you let me in

And I don't know why

When you come, it's like a thousand Julys

A thousand Julys

That's what you are

I'd tell you to come back now, but we've gone to far

And we've burned it out now

I don't even try

But I feel you gone

I've lost a thousand Julys