Even Now

Even now, when there's someone else who cares

When there's someone home who's waiting just for me

Even now, I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs

And I wonder what to do so she won't see

That even now, when I know it wasn't right

And I found a better life than what we had

Even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night

And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now, when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now, when I come shining through

I swear I think of you

And how I wish you knew, even now

Even now, when I never hear your name

And the world has changed so much since you've been gone

Even now, I still remember and the feeling's still the same

And this pain inside on me goes on and on, even now

Even now, when I have come so far

I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now, when I come shining through

I swear I think of you, and God, I wish you knew

Somehow, even now