Beauty And The Freak

I'm letting go

One thing is for certain I'm treading paths I've walked before

I've reconsidered and I'm contemplating letting go

I watched resentment steal into your face like a thief a thief

And the more you pull the more I push you away from me

And I'm letting go

I'm trying

You're beautiful she said to me

Then why do I feel so ugly?

The freak inside freak inside I still believe still believe

It must go more than skin deep

Domination. Segregation. Infiltration.

This life is mine and I'll be dead before you take it

I try to fly but an invisible blade cuts me

I hear that sound just before I hit the ground

You're beautiful she said to me

Then why do I feel so ugly?

The freak inside freak inside I still believe still believe

It must go more than skin deep

You're beautiful she said to me

Then why do I feel so ugly?

I know it's hard I admit I'm scared

this just how it has to be has to be

The hurt will fade your heart remade

Eventually we'll regret these days

You're no stranger but you're strange to me these days

Now when loneliness won't leave you alone these days

You're beautiful she said to me

Then why do I feel so ugly?

You're beautiful she said to me

Then why do I feel so ugly?

The freak inside freak inside I still believe still believe

It must go more than skin deep

Skin deep

Skin deep

Skin deep

My dead sense can't tell right from wrong

That's why my words only inflicted pain on you

I've picked the lock of a door I never wanted to go through

I'm turning back

I'm letting go