Big Lie

Ohhh.

I gotta secret, it's haunting me

Sometimes I wanna tell you,

I'm not what I seem.

It breaks my heart, when I look in your eyes

You see me smile, but I'm alone inside.

Happiness depends on the silence that I keep.

I know that I should tell you,

I can't bring myself to speak

I'm so disguised, I don't know what's true.

I kills me when I see what it does, to you.

It's a big big lie,

You're about to see through

and I don't know why, it's all that I can do

It's a big big lie,

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself, how can I love you?

How can I love you?

I toss and turn, I can't sleep.

Why am I so lonely when your right next to me?

It's building up inside me, I can hardly breathe,

You're lying there so peaceful, I just wanna scream

It's a big big lie,

You're about to see through

and I don't know why, it's all that I can do

It's a big big lie,

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself, how can I love you?

How can I love you?

I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it,

Hear the words that I don't say, yeah.

Someone tell me how long,

Oh how long I can live my life this way? Yeahhhh yeahhh

You're about to see through

and I don't know why, it's all that I can do

It's a big lie,

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself, how can I love you? ohhh.

How can I love you? ohhh.

How can I love you? nooooo.

How can I love you?