歌词
Too many restless nights, my body's shaking
太多的不眠夜，我的身体在颤抖
My head hurts, got a stomachache
头痛欲裂，胃痛难耐
Too many sleepless nights and I'm impatient
太多的不眠夜，我焦躁不安
Like a war inside my mind
就像一场战争在我的脑袋里爆发
I'm anxious all the time
我一直很焦虑
Fake laughing, but I'm breaking
假笑着，但我快崩溃了
Pretend I'm doing fine
假装我很好
Fight with my medication
和我的药物作斗争
It's been a year
已经过了一年
Too numb to feel
麻木到失去感觉
Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math
二十毫克的快乐，但我算了算
It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
它不合理，它不合理
'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
因为我还在伤心，伤心，伤心，伤心
I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
我依然在难过，难过，难过，难过
Too many hours staring at the television
长时间盯着电视看
My therapist says it's okay to rest
我的治疗师说是可以休息的
My friends are talking and I'm barely listening
我的朋友在讲话而我只是听着
They call me selfless, but I'm self-obsessed
他们说我无私，但我其实是自私的
Fake laughing, but I'm breaking
假笑着，但我快崩溃了
Prеtend I'm doing fine
假装我很好
Fight with my medication
和我的药物作斗争
It's been a yеar
已经过了一年
Too numb to feel
麻木到失去感觉
Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math
二十毫克的快乐，但我算了算
It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
它不合理，它不合理
'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
因为我还在伤心，伤心，伤心，伤心
I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
我依然在难过，难过，难过，难过
Sometimes, I still have good dreams at night
有时我晚上还是会做个好梦
Do my best to wake up smiling
尽我最大的努力笑着醒来
And it's been the best year of my life
这是我人生中最美好的一年
But it doesn't add up, it doesn't add up 'cause
但它不合理，它不合理，因为
It's been a year
已经过去了一年
Starting to feel
开始有感觉
Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math
二十毫克的快乐，但我算了算
It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up
它不合理，它不合理
'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
因为我还在伤心，伤心，伤心，伤心
I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
我依然在难过，难过，难过，难过
I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad
我还在难过，难过，难过，难过
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