歌词
I know all the times were hard
我知道每一次都很难过
I know that you've been feeling down
我也知道你情绪一直很低落
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
但如果你知道我对你的感觉的话
If I could take your pain
如果我可以带走你的痛苦的话
I wish that I could wash it all away
我希望我可以冲刷掉一切
If you only knew how I'm feeling
如果你知道我是什么感觉的话
Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
妈妈，如果我的第一封信就让你哭泣的话
To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
对您说实话吧，我还不认为我想去死
Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
有时候我觉得我就像过着得了癌症的生活
That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
这应该就是为什么我整晚醉生梦死直到四五点
It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
我看着我过着难过的扭曲的生活
When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
当我年轻的时候，我愚蠢的想着我会茁壮成长
I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
我想了很多关于我在信中说的一切
And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
并且质疑如果我死了的话，你会过得更好
You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
你认为小个子的我如果没有遇见她会更开心？
It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
现在都太晚了，妈妈，我永远都不可能忘记她
Could never forget how she taught me to love
永远不可能忘记她教我如何去爱
'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
因为我的爸爸和祖母总是在这之上
It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
这荣耀之上，你知道的爸爸教我去成为个暴徒
And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
并且每一次我们的保姆都给我们的都是拥抱
Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
该死的，我想念她了，妈妈，这很难去相信
That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?
我不明白的是，为什么我长大了之后他们要离我而去
(Better to die than sleep)
（死去总比睡去要好）
(Then never wake and sleep)
（然后永远也不会醒来了）
(Then linger on and dare to live)
（然后停留在生命的奇迹之中）
(When the soul's life is gone)
（当这灵魂的生命消失了）
Chorus - Shara Worden
你奔跑得已经够久了
You've been running around for so long
你伤害你自己的已经够多了
You've been hurting yourself too much
你一直在这黑暗中摆弄着
You keep messing around with darkness
你是一个一直在失去的人
You're the one who's losing
你跑得已经够久了
You've been running around for so long
你伤害你自己的已经够多了
You've been hurting yourself too much
你一直在这黑暗中摆弄着
You keep messing around with darkness
你是一个一直在失去的人
You're the one who's losing
妈妈，我想我会尽量再逗留一段时间
Verse 2 - Vinnie Paz
我有一个侄女和侄子，他们需要我一会儿
Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
我认为他们在他们那个年龄时需要我
I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
他们并不是想跟Lenny说话因为他对他们特别的愤怒
I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
是的呀，妈妈，说到Lenny，我想我的弟弟也需要我
And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
我们是意大利人，所以你知道我妈妈喜欢喂我
Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
你为我做的这件小事变得有价值了
And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
就像当我们共同发挥时，你说那是完美的
And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
当Jake被打昏时，你知道我受伤了
Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
你叫我把所有心思放在这首歌时，这是有效的
And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
我敢向他保证，当他离开bing时我会在这里
You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
你不会让我成为一个骗子的吧，妈妈，那不关我的事
I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
我告诉他，我会一直抱着他直到他离去
You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
他们一直将他锁在一个笼子里，但这很酷，因为他是那么的强壮
I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
所以妈妈，继续读着我写给你的第一封失落的信吧
They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
我认为我想活下去，看看我是否能成长
So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
你奔跑得已经足够久了
I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow
你伤害你自己的已经够多了
Shara Worden
你一直在这黑暗中摆弄着
You've been running around for so long
你是一个一直在失去的人
You've been hurting yourself too much
你奔跑得已经足够久了
You keep messing around with darkness
你伤害你自己的已经足够多了
You're the one who's losing
你一直在这黑暗中摆弄着
You've been running around for so long
你是一个一直在失去的人
You've been hurting yourself too much
（“你拥有权力和金钱,但你是致命的
You keep messing around with darkness
你知道你无法逃脱肉体死亡
You're the one who's losing
但是可以获得精神上永生
("You have power and money, but you are mortal
传说总是一样的
You know you cannot escape death
如果别人已经成功地征服死亡
But immortality can be obtained
那为什么我们必须接受它呢?
The legend is always the same
我知道神仙住在哪里
If others have succeeded in conquering death
以及如何获得他们的秘密
Why must we accept it?
我们也必须成为智者
I know where the immortals live
化学的元素是有很多,但也有限
And how to obtain their secret
所以这是对你们启蒙的技巧”)
We too must become wise men
我知道每一次都很难过
The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
我也知道你情绪一直很低落
So are the techniques of enlightenment")
但如果你知道我对你的感觉的话
Shara Worden
如果我可以带走你的痛苦的话
I know all the times were hard
如果我可以冲刷掉一切
I know that you've been feeling down
如果你知道我是什么感觉的话
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how I'm feeling
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