Runaway

What would this be?

If not constantly hollow and empty

What could this mean?

I’ve made peace with my inner enemy

Who am I now that the silence surrounds?

It’s so loud, there’s nothing to block out

I’m not proud of the emptiness following me everywhere I go

Lurking just beneath fragile surface

Itching to release, is it worth it?

Go back to the days, constant hurting

Tell me there's a way out of this

Cause right now I’m just going through all of the motions

That’s the only way that I know how to function

Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion

Finally figured out it’s my only solution

And can’t win this war

It’s been several years and I’m still locked out of the same damn door

Lurking just beneath fragile surface

Itching to release, is it worth it?

Go back to the days, constant hurting

Tell me there's a way out of this

Cause right now I’m just going through all of the motions

That’s the only way that I know how to function

Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion

Finally figured out it’s my only solution

I run away

I run away

Lurking just beneath fragile surface

Itching to release, is it worth it?

Go back to the days, constant hurting

Tell me there's a way out of this

Cause right now I’m just going through all of the motions

That’s the only way that I know how to function

Spent so many years, fighting tears, and emotion

Finally figured out it’s my only solution