Things Don't Exist

In my fear, I fear

We're seas apart in old worlds

We began in vibrant colors

But one of the things you said

And I dread it, that everything turns gray

This is where I stray

I, I want so badly to say

That these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps upon me

I can't deny that I'm blue

And not like you

When I look into your eyes at times

It's within them I find a love

I never knew, still I'm bound to you

Something inside so strong

Won't settle in me somehow, I'm not free

I, I want so badly, to say

That these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps upon me

I can't deny that I'm blue

It's past mistakes

Not hearts that break

In moral laws

Respect they take

And now it still effects me to

If my one enemy is me

Then tell me how to stay true

And not be blamed by you

I, I want so badly to say

That these things anymore

When that indigo

I can't deny that I'm blue

I, I want so badly to say

That these things don't exist anymore

When that indigo creeps upon me I can't deny

That I'm blue and not like you