They All Blame Me

I was living alone with all my friends

I didn't know my place

One moment they loved, laughed and cared

And another started to hate

I was running to them

Beging to stay, didn't they understand

All I wanted was them to see what's real

Try to forgive and forget

And they thought I was mad

But I was just sad

I knew they had won and wished me away

I was left behind

I had to look up and find them again

All I found was my lies

They deserted my life

Hit me hard, turned cold as ice

I thought I knew who they were

Now they'd dropped their disguise

And they thought I was mad

Still sad

I just wanted to cry

They wanted me to die

[04:25.92][04:14.06][04:02.61][02:52.36][02:40.56][01:40.53][01:28.57]Hundreds of moments that I've forgot

[04:28.71][04:17.06][04:05.38][02:55.02][02:43.25][01:43.21][01:31.57]Too many words that I'd not mind

[04:31.17][04:20.07][04:08.27][02:58.22][02:46.42][01:46.49][01:34.57]Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true

[04:34.58][04:22.77][04:11.18][03:00.88][02:49.31][01:49.35][01:37.53]Losing someone and they all blame me

I renewed myself still scarves were sore

But I learned to live again

Baby steps I'd walk a mile

And didn't turn my head

I don't know why I called them friends

Cause they didn't forgive and forget

A new life and a new sunrise

Lonely but free

[02:28.45]So I was mad

[02:32.10]No more sad

[02:34.51]Wanted to cry

[02:37.75]Wanted me to die