歌词
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
我曾经尝试过 但这一切都是徒劳
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
我饱经痛过苦 如今我却仍心跳不息
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
我实在很想有人能来给我一点回应
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
可我在此驻足等待 却始终无人问津
我曾经尝试过 但我想我可能将一切都搞砸
I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up
我与自己的脉搏博弈 但我猜我可能血还没流够
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
可能我还尚留余息 因为我真的不想死去
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
但我生命乏善可陈 没有任何特别可言
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
所以请把刀片放到我碰不到的地方
我是个怪人 我恐惧不已
Take the blade away from me
所有的血液都在分崩离析
I am a freak, I am afraid that
这痛苦无休无止 我被其缠绕无法脱身
All the blood escaping me
那些照顾我的人
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
当我死后化为白色幽灵
All the lives that cared for me
那才是我注定成为的角色
I died to be the white ghost
我曾尝试过 而这次我受到重创
Of the man that I was meant to be
我重新考量我的朋友 和我令人失望的模样
我应该像个好孩子一样对我妈说一声"我爱你"，
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
而这生活满目疮痍 我已经准备好重来一次
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
所以请把刀片放到我碰不到的地方
And I should've told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son
我是个怪人 我恐惧不已
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
所有的血液都在分崩离析
这痛苦无休无止 我被其缠绕无法脱身
Take the blade away from me
那些照顾我的人
I am a freak, I am afraid that
当我死后化为白色幽灵
All the blood escaping me
那才是我注定成为的角色
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
我曾尝试过 但我想我可能这次熄火了
All the lives that cared for me
留一份遗嘱 但我没有什么好眷顾的
I died to be the white ghost
我的血沁满全身 我站起来就会头昏脑涨
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
断绝一切说来轻巧 但是世上却没有后悔药
所以请把刀片放到我碰不到的地方
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
我是个怪人 我恐惧不已
I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about
所有的血液都在分崩离析
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
这痛苦无休无止 我被其缠绕无法脱身
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ******
那些照顾我的人
当我死后化为白色幽灵
Take the blade away from me
那才是我注定成为的角色
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我曾尝试过 但我想我可能过火了
All the blood escaping me
那才是我安排妥当的结局
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
我将伤口再割深一点 这压力直接将我心跳熄灭
All the lives that cared for me
那才是我注定成为的角色
I died to be the white ghost
我没法告诉我妈我爱她 我是个不孝子
Of the man that I was meant to be
而这生活满目疮痍 我已经准备好重来一次。
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
(The man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
(The man that I was meant to be)
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
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