What Now

What Now

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn‘t be crying,

tears were for the weak

The days I'm stronger,

now also I say

But something is missing

[00:39.77][01:36.95][01:44.72]Whatever it is,

It feels like it's laughing at me

[01:41.29]through the glass of a two-sided mirror

it's just laughing at me

[01:51.72]And I just wanna scream

[01:55.19][03:00.51]What now? I just can't figure it out

[02:02.33][03:07.82]What now? I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? ohhhh what now?

[02:21.04]

I found the one he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love

But i'm not mugging

it feels like it's laughing at me

It's just sitting there laughing at me

What now? Please tell me

[03:24.77]What now?

There's no one to call

cause I’m just playing games with them all

The most where I’m happy,

the more that I’m feeling alone

Cause I spent every hour

just going through the motions

I can’t even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bomb, but I just wanna shout

What now? somebody tell me

[03:40.40][03:48.32]I don’t know where to go

[03:42.15][03:50.37]I don’t know what to feel

[03:44.20][03:52.38][03:59.23]I don’t know how to cry

[03:46.38][03:54.51]I don’t know ow ow why

So what now?

Somebody tell me! what now!