This Year

This was the year I would finish a book

I was going to live a Bohemian life in Berlin

And this was the year I was redecorating my kitchen, my bedroom, my bathroom

and everything in... side.

This was the year my life would change

and all of the chaos would fall in two days

This was the year I would start on a diet and be very healthy

while reading the magazines thorough.

And this was the year I would write a whole book about life,

how I see it and they would all think I was smart.

And this was the year I would play on tv

I would talk to the host about life and the hard times last year.

And this was the year I would tour in the states

I would live in New York buy new clothes and drink wine every day.

This was the year I would make it.

But this became the year... I was faking it

Everything stays the same.

The life that they're living.

I want to move to Paris and I want to be

with my lover my lover my beloved one

beloved beloved beloved one

I want to tell him I love him

I want to ride on a horse in the sunset

with my beloved beloved beloved one

beloved beloved beloved one.

This was the year I would marry, have kids, buy a house with a garden

and this was the year I would cook everyday

I would travel the world talk to strangers and friends.

be a lover, a wife, a mother, a friend.

And everything would turn out perfect in the end

in the end

in the end.

Oh I thought I had changed,

but nothing has changed

eveything stays the same.