歌词
And in the night
在那夜里，
It was a drunken stutter
那是醉酒后的口齿不清。
Started as a next to nothing conversation
一开始是一场无关紧要的谈话，
Then he’s tearing me out
接着他哭了出来，
Taking me apart at my friend’s house
他在我朋友的家里和我说分手。
I was uncomfortable
我感到难受，
I was hurt
我感到伤心，
Still with blue innocence in his eyes
可他的眼里依旧闪烁着无辜的蓝色。
I felt my reasoning was harsh
我突然觉得我的理性似乎太苛刻了，
With every stab wound and exhale
似乎每一次都带来伤口和叹息。
I promised myself that I would never lose my youthful fears of grown up men
我曾经向自己保证永远会保留我年轻时那份对成年男子的恐惧，
I’m scarred with cruel intentions
我被他们残酷的意图弄得伤痕累累。
I thought of another the whole time
我一直在想另一个他，
Who would have never stared me like that
他不会那样盯着我看，
See he saw me as a human
他会把我看做一个真正的人，
This one thinks I’m a slaughterhouse
而这个人认为我是一个屠宰场。
He pretends that he’s understanding
他假装他理解这一点，
And you know in the grand scheme of everything
而且你知道，从大的角度来说，
He’s probably called a nice man
他可能是个好人，
Or an ordinary kind of man
或者说是个普通人，
Or a stereotype with strong hands
或者刻板印象中强势的一方。
I’m so sad at how little joy I realized within my time with my ex guy
和前男友在一起的时间里，我竟然没有意识到一点快乐，这真让我难过，
Before these statues arrives
在这些想法出现之前，
浪漫已经彻底死绝了，
Romance is dead and done
眉心之中被一枪爆头；
And it hits between the eyes on this side
绿草已经彻底枯萎了，
The grass is dead and barren
大腿之间火烧般的疼。
And it hurts between my thighs on this side
我本可以
我本可以开始冒着欲望的风险敞开心扉，
I could begin to open up and risk desire
因为我比大多数人，
For I move slower and
走的更慢，更安静，
Quieter than most
我成长得太快，但原谅学的太慢，
I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow
噢我多么希望还有别的办法。
Oh I wish there was another way
浪漫已经彻底死绝了，
眉心之中被一枪爆头。
Romance is dead and done
绿草已经彻底枯萎了；
And it hits between the eyes on this side
大腿之间火烧般的疼。
The grass is dead and barren
快来这里看我，
And it hurts between my thighs on this side
快来这里见我，
我不在乎
See me here
我说的是否重复了。
Meet me here
我想知道你是谁，
I don’t care
因为每时每刻我们都在躲避月亮，但又同时害怕太阳升起；
If it’s not repeated
我想知道你是谁，
I want to know who you are
因为这样当你走时，我就不用还在这检查我的东西了；
For every second we outrun the moon and dread the sun come up
我想知道你曾经是谁 ，
I want to know who you are
我想知道你现在是谁。
So I don’t have to check my stuffs still here when you’re gone
浪漫已经彻底死绝了，
I want to know who you are
眉心之中被一枪爆头；
I want to know who you were
绿草已经彻底枯萎了，
大腿之间火烧般的疼；
Romance is dead and done
火烧般的疼
And it hits between the eyes on this side
火烧般的疼
The grass is dead and barren
火烧般的疼
And it hurts between my thighs on this side
火烧般的疼
This side
This side
This side
This side
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