does it really matter?

yaeow

歌词

I don't think you understand

你们不能够明白

I feel lonely in the crowd

我孤独无爱即便我身在人海

And I don't know why I'm like this

我不懂这孤独从何而来

But I rather be just by myself

但我宁愿如此存在

Yeah I made excuses just to get away

我寻找借口为自己脱逃

I tell you maybe when I know I'll stay

当我得知我要留下久聊

I make plans with myself cause I'm scared to go out

可能我会试图让自己妥协只因我害怕外面的喧嚣

All of my friends they don't call me no more

我的朋友都不再联系我

I guess they are tired of me saying no

我猜他们厌倦了总是拒绝的我

All I need was space and time

我的所需仅仅只是方寸之地和几刻钟的清静时光

But does it really matter if I'm staying up till 4 drinking on my own?

但我熬夜到4点独自酒醉方休，这样真的好么

Does it really matter if I'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to

独自卧枕待到东方吐白

Rise again

这真的如我所愿么

Baby, I'm falling

亲爱的，我在堕落

Down again

在一次次的糜烂自我

I don't think you know me well

我明白你很难懂我

I don't think I know myself

连我自己都难解悟我

Smile when the camera's out

在按下快门时的美好微笑

But honestly that's someone else

老实说，那是我的另一个外表

And every party, oh it's way too loud

每场派对总是那么喧闹

Hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce

我讨厌这些灯红酒绿但我无法去声讨

I don't know what I want but it probably isn't this

我漫无目标但我知道这些一定不是我所想要

I guess l should learn but I never do

我认为我该试着但我总是临阵脱逃

Cause I always end up back in my room

因为最终我总是回到房间苦恼

Cause what I needed was just space and time

因为我的所需仅仅只是方寸之地和几刻钟的清静时光