歌词
My most considered, like, "successful" moment of my life was the worst.
我的一生中被认为是“成功“的时刻实际上是最糟糕的
The most depressed I've ever been.
我真的从未这么沮丧，低沉
Literally feeling like I'd probably be happier
按理说我应该是开心的
If I was just dead. I got a number one on Billboard,
那如果我死了 我的公告牌上的成绩价值又何在
My song is massive right now—like,
现在这歌里讲的东西可能蛮严肃的
I may never have a song this big again.
我从未写过如此沉重的歌
My tour, I think every date sold out except one date.
我的生命旅程中，我想要是把每一个平淡无奇的日子都过完了，是否就会迎来那一天
So I literally had everything that
所以在这之前我一直中规中矩的过日子
I had always dreamed of happening (Yeah),
我一直梦想着它会发生
And I felt... I didn't feel happy at all.
但是我真的...我真的一点都不快乐
And so I think what happened was I spiraled really bad,
而且我也觉得那件事会使我像个陀螺般转个不停，头脑里一团乱麻
'Cause I was like, "I'm here, and if this is it,
因为每当它发生时，我总会说，“嘿，还有我在呢。“
There's gotta be more for me.
但那可能无法满足我的需求
'Cause if this is it, like, it's not gonna work."
因为每当它发生时，这已经不起作用了。
专辑信息
3.Change
5.Nate
7.Returns
9.Only
10.Let Me Go
11.-Interlude-
12.Hate Myself
14.No Excuses
15.Like This
16.Options
17.WHY
18.Thinking
19.Trauma
20.Time