Years To Go

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone

Since we ended our times been moving slow

I heard 'em say it takes twice as long

To forget someone as it does to get to know

Now I'm three days in got three more years to go

Yeah

Remember when the first night we kicked it we talked all night

Smoking w**d in my room talking about life

What's crazy I ain't even smash the first night

I kinda feel like I met you inside a past life

Remember got arrested in Texas together

On a roadtrip to Cali they found the w**d in my sweater

You never told me s**t or to quit her go and do better

But I promise this time I'm gettin' my s**t together

Front row at my first shows went into reverse roles

Put myself first before her goals

We supposed to be having wedding rehearsals

You know things about me no-one on this earth knows

I knew you were the one ever since day one

She said "You know we're meant to be so why you play dumb

I gave you too many hints I wish you'd take one"

I'm feelin' like Robin Williams when dreams may come

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone

I spent a lifetime

Since we ended our times been moving slow

It's been moving slow

I heard 'em say it takes twice as long

To forget someone as it does to get to know

You know

Now I'm twelve weeks in two years nine months to go

Remember when the first time we got back together talked all night

I said "I'd like to do right by you if that's all right"

On tour missing you texting you on a long flight

But somewhere down the road I guess I lost sight

Scrollin' deep through your Gram lookin' at old pics

I should double tap something but that's a bold risk

F**k I stay on your page you're still my top search

You sang my hooks and you sold all of my first merch

And your mom still texts me Merry Christmases

And Happy Birthdays I'm missin' you in the worst ways

All of the apologies feeling when Kurt plays

Your birthdays and anniversaries are all my worst days

Her best friend wrote a letter and then she pressed send

After we broke up the last time made it all end

She said "Please for the love of God let this sink in

No matter which way you turn never contact her again"

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone

Leave her the f**k the alone

Since we ended our times been moving slow

Slow as f**k

I heard 'em say it takes twice as long

To forget someone as it does to get to know

The world stops spinnin' when you walked out of mine

So I'm three years in and I'm not even close

I'm not even close

In my feelings I hit you

Thinking I meant that

Read the text next day

Why did I send that

I just want my best friend back

I just want my best friend back

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone

Since we ended our times been moving slow

I heard 'em say it takes twice as long

To forget someone as it does to get to know

I just don't think I'll ever let it go