nothing (feat. demxntia & yung van)

Oh

Every time I try to fall asleep

I drift away

It’s always something on my mind

Or nothing at all

And every time I try to run away

I run out of lock

I feel like I been distant

I feel like nothing matters

when no one seems to listen

I feel like I don’t matter

Been climbing up this ladder

That never seems to end

And I wanna close this chapter

And finally start again

See I've gone by

I got no time but I still try

I'll run by with no lights

Searching for you far away

Closing all that's left of me

There’s parts of me I don’t anymore

I’ve hung up signs and I locked all the doors

There’s only traces in my memories

The person I am is not how you still Remember me

I built the cage and I shut myself in

So I could learn from the things that I did

But it only made me hate me

I’m turning into all the monsters that you made me

I get upset so easily

I think everyone is mean to me

So I’ve been trying to

change my point of view

Everyone one acts so differently

When they reach their limits mentally

Some try to run

While others let it run its course

See I've gone by

I got no time but I still try

I'll run by with no lights

Searching for you far away

Closing all that's left of me