In All Honesty

Rest I have not found…

They keep coming, keep coming, keep crawling right through my teeth

They keep coming, keep coming, your children

I feed off to keep awake…

Long enough to meet the next little sheep

Long enough to meet the next to buy every word

I preach…

It’s like

I was born to rip the flesh from her bones

Forever stalking streets for the next one

I’ve found

I can run faster, faster than guilt could ever

I’ve found once a man lets virtue aside, he finds sweet what follows

I’ve found that

I can run faster than guilt could ever

I’m bleeding while you’re leading for my enemy

How could you really think that

I am worth this rescuing?

I wish you to be,

I could be, the one who pleases me so much

You to be more than me because

I can reach through anything

I wish you to be,

I could be, the one who please me so much

You to be, more than me, my arms are reaching

You’re reaching out to a dog that’s tasted and turned

Why? Why waste your time when

I’ve found my strength in another?

Can you see more in me?

Can you really see more than just a beast?

I’m bleeding so you can be the one who pleases me

I’m sorry, but

I just can’t justify this rescuing

You can’t see fairness as your clarity

The better man is what your heart wants to be, but you rape every trusted chance

I bring your way

If justice you seek, in death it should be

I wish you to be,

I could be, the one who pleases me so much

You could be more than me because

I can reach through anything

I want you to be, to believe, the one who pleases me

Will you?

You could be, take me my arms are reaching

I don’t want to be the father who has to watch his daughter

Be conned and stripped bare by a monster like me

God, put me to sleep