selflove

Peel in my second whip

Stealing, putting second hand kills in my residence

Healed all my brethren with a seal, we can’t let you in

Medicine

I put the effort in to still burn at effigy

Odorous, I’m sober, just as lil as they letting me

Mama, wipe your tears, I’m fighting titans, can’t invite you here

Poetic license veering from the mic, my chest too tight to steer

Chess lessons, bloodletting, flood when the night is clear

I ain’t give a **** 'til my lungs had to fight for air

Glaring, staring numb, therapist had a life to spare

Snatched me by the eye said I'ma fight whether I like or not

And she told me reasons why, but that’s the private part

Burnt the midnight lighter

Killed the drive in me to tie the knot

My game slop but if I name-dropped you, you still got my heart

Driving off

Squeezing off the E-brake these days

I can’t talk to god just for my knees sake

Long conversations to be had

Wrong places wrong times and

Strong patience I must add

Soul weighted don’t mistake expatiations for some sadness

A strong face, a long race I’m unafraid to come in last

Quarter tank and ounce of gas and I’m driving

And it's just because I-

Yeah yeah yeah, yeah

Look, I’m back at it glad bags and flat backs a pack rat

A crass habit crash flashing scratch that im past rapping I'ma show off

In a scar competition

Flaunting close calls when you cook you can’t regress back to the store bought

I hope you keepin' me in mind I hope you shakin'

I hope you still ****yzin' hard as I made you

As hard as I make it love that I’m armed with broad and it’s brazen

Arguing with mom cause I’m always gone when i stay here

She said it’s just because I love you

That I see you out here poisoning yourself and want it for you

And I love you better than i love myself my fruit is spoiled

And it’s not a game I put it in your name I kinda told you

And I nodded and I took it to the bank and I deposit

And I dropped it and I looked into the mirror said "oh Mavi"

You coarser and you closer the rhythm that’s inside

And I warped you in the interest of design

It’s just because i love you

Clasp the windows to my soul

Smoke thicken grab my mental by the throat

Mind sifting tides shift it’s still cement around my toes

Saran wrap around my pack i can’t trust get hand to hand served w a hand behind my back

They prayed for us, ain’t heard the answer but my glance is in the stash

It’s growing handsome by the stack i self aggrandized in the past but now the sun talking

Not sure of where i’m going but i’m blunt walking

In life or in this hood so keep a look for 911 callers

I fund loss and i’m from loss

U gut me then it’s no love lost

You spun me into crumbles fingers numbing from the bloodloss

I’ve endured

The moral of my story is i’m I'mpure

The horror in my story is ive been through it and i still do it and my pencil is in earnest the difference tween u hearing the new records from my service

The medicine i’m burning turned my breath into a furnace

Whole face hot

Shoulders hold weight till i break pace and can’t stop

So baby i could change your life, if you let me

Tryna eat ain’t really crave a bite since gained insight from desi

So i stay inside away from light

Hoping that your prayers reach

Loathing that i can’t breathe

Croaking when i can’t speak

I was open with my grandscheme

You was either with me or in my way plow through standees

We sprouting now because we plant seeds

You plant love love will grow

You plant fear fear a grow

If you planted meter me would grow

But i was branded negro

I got slanted before relegated to preshow

I started w wine then to the clear then to the nino

Then to everclear and never steering without preroll

And i just had the presets to preceptor me bro

I bleed presence

And preach lessons

All for free too

And I offer free smoke to any ***** behind a #MeToo

To my *****s: we ain’t free until she free too

To my sisters: we ain’t free until they free too