Featuring Uzuhan

ARAI:

I’m so old

f**king old

My mind has tried to change myself

And kept me running from myself

For years

I’ve tried it all

I’ve never changed

I’m not satisfied with current states

My entire life is acting strange

And I don’t like it

I’m afraid of staying scatterbrained

My whole future me would never change

Cause I’ve seen it all like Dr. Strange

Man I don’t like it

I don’t like it

The way

I should feel

Seems so desperately out of reach

It’s like I’m moving on a circle

I can’t see

By the way

What is time

Why I’m scared of my lifetime

I should think less and use more of it all the time

All the time

Uzuhan:

I didn’t like the shape of my legs

Felt bulky I wish they were straight like an edge

Pull it over my head

When I put on the threads

I think it looks better on the manikin

I only see the defects

I only see the blemishes

I only see the things I wanna change in comparison

I only see the ways and fall short but you will never guess

I wanna learn to love my own skin

I wanna cherish it

I wanna see this all as a part of my journey

I’m not embarrassed it

People think that I should have figured out

Self acceptance it’s such a long road

Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out

While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn

But discover a power you didn’t see at first

Maybe this ain’t all that bad

And I wanna see this all as a part of my journey

I’m not embarrassed it (not embarrassed it)

People think that I should have figured out (f**k that)

Self fix-up and it’s such a long road (long road)

Hope you learn to travel alone and make you way out  (way out)

While it’s twist and turn you might trip and burn

But discover a power you didn’t see at first

Maybe this ain’t all that bad