Only Begotten Son

He who believeth in Ja

Shall not be condemned

But he that believeth not

Is condemned already

Only because

He has not believed

In the man and the only begotten son

My Lord

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For he so feared the word

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I wont cry

Cause I live to die

Wit my mind on my money

And my guns in the sky

Yeah,

Why would you leave somethin you love here to die

In the cold

And it grows

Like a concrete rose

You the fool aint I

Till I withered and died

On the same streets you left me

And, screamin Lord let me in

I dont know where to begin

Since I lost yo love

But then again your love

Was strictly for the drugs

I dont know whether to hug

Or to fill you with slugs

****** them whores

Instead of claiming whats rightfully yours

Holdin my heart from all the pain you caused

With no direction you left your first born lost

Give or take a few

Cause my hate for you

Grew, over the years

Through blood, sweat, and tears

I wanted to be just like you

My father figure

Now I want to fight you

You ******* ******

You left me alone

And parts of me never out grown

The fact that left home

When moms was so strong

Dont let them get you fed

This world is yours she said

Now nothin that stoppin me but two to the head

In life theres more to come

When its all said and done

You lost one love

Your only begotten son

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But what a ****** live for

And damn ready to die young

I'm the shadow behind the gun

Look at what I've become

The fear of many ******s

The floss of most *******

The love that runs deepest

In the hearts of street ******s

Raised in the ghetto

By the ghetto

Was taught young to pop the medal

Thats how *******t get settled

Learn to cook up the coke

Never leave home without toast

Learn to fly my ******* with birds not coats

Never trust ya

From a tight blood to hustla

I was trained as a youngsta

To **** back and slug ya

Love me or hate me

Ya only son

Let me live or kill me

The chosen one

Ja, under the gun gotta kill 'em for show

If you want it you gonna get more then you askin for

Lifes got more to come

But when its all said and done

You lost one love

Your only begotten son

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I wanted to be fam of yours

Lookin now but nothin wrong

Two lost souls

Lookin to meet at the cross roads

I burn the hydro

Lay back with my eyes closed

In deep thought like Brittany is somethin I'd die for

Well how the ****** do you sleep at night

Knowin you wrong the only thing you ever did right

Despite the loss I stretch the length of a short

Now I got a new father whose name is New York

Runnin wild in the streets

In heat we dont talk

Cause when its cold you basically live life in dark

When light would *******ne from the heavens

And bless one Ja Rule loved

Your only begotten son

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