歌词
In the beginning it was fat blunts, a whole lot of laughs
刚开始大家都无忧无虑
Pursuit of happiness, so we spent a lot of cash
为了追寻快乐我们花了不少现金
Grew in company, not even trying to get the ass
在社会里摸爬滚打就是不想被人欺
Best summer in my life, I wish it could last
人生的高光时刻希望能一直持有
But that was the past, baggage chasing me
但那已成往事，现实捆绑了我的灵魂
On both of us, we weathered the storm faithfully
我们带着忠贞之志经受狂风暴雨的洗礼
I don’t know where maturity is taking me
我不知道我的老练成熟会把我带去哪里
My heart been aching me, it feel like lately we been
心碎的感觉如同我们最近一样
Growing apart, I wanted to stay the same
各自渐行渐远，而我却还留在原地
Can’t let old age, come in and change the game
不能任由年华逝去，快来扭转这个局面
Even change your name, acknowledge all my claims
就把你的名字也改掉，认可我所有的要求
But who put out the flames, they say true love is pain
是谁扑灭了希望的火焰还信誓旦旦爱情就应该滚蛋
I’m ignorant to your feelings, you need ***ual healing but
我不了解你的感情，你需要云雨之欢来慰藉但
I’m numb inside, I can’t figure out the void
我内心已然麻木，摸不透空虚感从何而来
So I laid here annoyed, and oi, have I destroyed the only one I trust
我只能气愤地躺下，思考难道是我毁了我最信赖的人
There’s only one of us
全世界只剩下我
I ain’t been the same since the day Karim died
自从Karim离世后我就变了
For seven days and nights I cried, inside
七个日日夜夜我的内心在痛哭流涕
Cause I prophesize, still got love, I feel guilt
我内疚曾玩弄着说我还爱
But that’s spoilt milk and I’m boyish built
若非那已变质我将变得更加男人
I feel bad when you think I’m mad for no reason
你认为我无理取闹的时候我感觉糟透了
Feel like I’m making a path for you leaving
就像是我在逼你离开
Cause my attitude’s without gratitude, I ain’t mad at you
就因为我的态度不太好，但我也没有对你发脾气啊
I just wish I could afford us a pad or two
我只是希望能有个属于我俩的容身之处
See I’m Kate Black for you, I’m Ronald Ardley
看着吧我会是Kate Black，也能是Ronald Ardley
Cause even if I die, I will always come back for you
即使我不幸死去，我的魂魄也会寻觅你的踪迹
I’m the lesser half of you, you the backbone
我是你的另一半，家里的顶梁柱
That keep the tracks warm, proud to be, Mrs. Antwan
能驱散严寒，你应该为我感到自豪，Antwan太太
I respect that, I just can’t show it in the ways I want to
我尊重，所以不能随心所欲地表露
So I hope I don’t blow it
希望我不会搞砸
That’s the life of a poet, a chess game or stress made
这就是浪子的人生啊，我已习惯漂泊在外居无定所
Baby I want to give you less pain
但亲爱的我不想再让你受伤了
I’ll admit responsibility is a bit much, fatherhood
我承认父亲的责任十分重大
Being a provider when you ****** up
当你无能为力的时候我要支撑起这个家
Want to give my kids everything, you a bigger wedding ring
竭尽所能给孩子最好的，还有承诺过你的更大的钻戒
I’m looking at collections in cut-off notices
我在查看结单通知里的托收
The reason I’m exposing this is anxiety
因为焦虑过度而情绪爆发
If I don’t express it, my soul will just die in me
如果我不表达出来，灵魂将会在我的内心深处长眠
Even though I murder these microphones I’m still past due
即使我统统毁掉这些麦克风也于事无补
So I’m taking out a title loan
所以我借了笔贷款
My black thoughts are rooted in harmony
我的黑人思想植根在家庭和睦中
You got a part of me for all of my brutal honesty
你已是我冷血坦诚的一部分
It bothers me, to see us drifting
眼睁睁看着我们逐渐远离真让我心烦
So I had to spit you something uplifting
所以我要向你吐露一些振奋人心的事情
The night’s getting darker, the day’s getting brighter
日出日落循规蹈矩
Reminiscing on the times when we were much tighter
追忆那些我们紧紧相拥的时光
Love supersedes you, everything I need
现在我需要的只有你的爱
Together we achieve, hold my hand if you believe
真是自作自受，但如果你还信我，我绝不放手
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