歌词
Marcus Jamal Hopson，我的兄弟，怎样了？（以下是hopsin自己心中的另外一个“我”的发言）
Marcus ****ing Hopson, my guy, what up?
无心打扰
Don't mean to intervene
近来可好
How are things going?
告诉我，你做匪徒的生活如何？
Talk to me, how you livin' G?
你看上去有些迷惑
You look so confused right now
还记得我嘛？
Do you remember me?
因为我和你从小就在一起，玩弄你的思想
'Cause I've been with you since a teen, ****in' you up mentally
爱了，就呆在你的脑子里，还不用交房租
I love it (I do) stayin' inside your head, where the rent is free
呆在这里就是为了让你永远保持疯狂
I'm just here to make sure you keep all your crazy tendencies
用怀疑的眼光看看你自己，努力挣扎，弄清自己的到底是谁
Look at yourself in disbelief, struggle with your identity
被压抑的情绪压抑，直到你在医院真的确诊抑郁
Stuck in depression until you diagnosed with it clinically
你的爱情生活现在怎样呢？现在你的爱情还只是微不足道的小事吗？
How's your love life? It's still a trifling mess?
你已经三十五岁了，还没找到一个妻子吗？（hopsin的爱情真的惨，求婚后被绿）
Nigga you thirty-five, you haven't found a wifey yet?
如果我是你的话，我会感到焦虑吗？当！然！
I mean, if I was you would I be stressed? Y-E-S
我觉得网上订购一个新娘子也不错哦，说不定这才是最好的办法
I guess a mail-order bride is nice, it might be best
所以，你到底是怎么做到，把自己变得富有，又把自己变得空虚的？
So how did you managed to get rich, yet be so empty?
不停地陷进深沉的愤怒中
Constantly stuck in deep old frenzy
可能你的“自我”并不是“环境友好型”的
Maybe your ego and echo friendly
兄弟，你的生活我们确实一点都不酸
Bro you got a life that we don't envy
而且，对你来说自尽或许挺有诱惑力的
And I bet suicide must be so tempting, do it
等等
我这是怎么了？
Wait, hold up (Damn)
我不能让我自己离开“我自己”
****s wrong with me?
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
I can't leave me alone with me
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
停一下
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
别再控制我了
Wait, hold up (Shit)
我已经不知道我应该是谁了
Stop controlling me
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
你的说唱生涯怎样？
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
人们欣赏你的音乐吗？
还是你还在唱那些鬼东西，毁掉青少年的生活？
So how's the rap life?
讲实话，你就一直生活在Joyner Lucas的阴影之下（2018年，两个人在twitter上有beef，但是不大）
Do people enjoy your music?
羡慕嫉妒恨？当然了，我知道的，这样我的观点也被自证
Or you still spitting that bullshit to destroy the youth with?
你怎么了
Be honest, you live in the shadow of Joyner Lucas (Oh-oh)
你过去的歌那么冷
Jealous? I know that you are, my point is proven
你过去的Ill Mind of Hopsin榜上有名，和大佬并肩
**** happened to you?
不久之后却一败涂地，你应该换一条路线的
You was spittin' so cold
我不想这么说，但是你永远不可能成为Kendrick Lamar或者J Cole
You was the Ill Mind of Hopsin on the list with the GOATs
糟透了，这不公平
Then you fell off, you should've took a different approach
我真希望上帝能够回应你的祈祷
I hate to say it, but you'll never be like Kendrick or Cole, nigga
但是即使上帝搭理你了
It's ****ed up, that isn't fair Marcus
如果你想让人们举高双手为你欢呼，想在麦迪逊广场有飞机飞过，条幅上写着你的名字，那上帝也爱莫能助
I'm hoping that God will answer your prayers Marcus
兄弟，放下麦克风吧，不要打打不赢的战争
But even if he does the chances are rare
你就是个老土的说唱歌手，只有奇怪的白人孩子才喜欢
That you'll have hands in the air headlining Madison Square Garden
所以每次你在博客上出现，评论区都开始嘴你了
Nigga put the mic' down don't you fight this fight
我宁可去死也不想过你过的生活
'Cause you the corny rapper only weird white kids like
等等
So every time the blogs post you, the comments gon' roast you
我这是怎么了？
I would rather be dead than be caught livin' in your shoes
我不能让我自己离开“我自己”
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
Wait, hold up (I'm tripping)
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
****s wrong with me?
停一下
I can't leave me alone with me
别再控制我了
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
我已经不知道我应该是谁了
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
Wait, hold up (Please stop)
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
Stop controlling me
好的好的，我现在有这么个主意，我会告诉你它会怎么起作用
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
可能它听上去比较鲁莽大胆，但是先听我讲
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
你把手机关机两周
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
然后招致家庭的成员惶恐爆发
然后导致当地政府地毯式搜索
Aight, I got an idea, I'll tell you how it works
当他们发现你，你已经死在你的车里了
It's gonna sound a little outrageous, but hear me out first
留下一封信，对自己的孩子道别
You turn your phone off for two weeks
反正你也不可能见到他，因为你的前妻那么狂野迷幻
And start an outburst of worried family members
在他的小脑袋里，你早就死了，这不过就是一场玩笑
Which leads to a local town search
当你在天堂或者地狱，当然在哪并不重要
But when they find you, you're dead inside your crib
你的母亲是那么愧疚，这是你从来没能弥补的过错
With a letter that says goodbye to your kid
如果你活着，很有可能她这辈子不会忏悔的
But you don't get to see him anyway 'cause your ex is wildin' and shit
我只是在向你展示如何正确完成你的复仇
So in his little head it's like you already died, it's a trip
你想要的不过就是爱，不是吗？
While you reside in Heaven or Hell, which ever side that it is
这样的话你不得不去弄点子弹
You baby mom's a regret, that shit you never tried to get fixed
朝自己的脑袋开枪，直到脑浆涂满墙壁
If you're alive, chances are she'll never try to repent
我的意思是，这事肯定得上热搜啊，所有粉丝都会津津乐道
I'm just tryna show you ways to exercise your revenge
然后你才会被追思，被想念，因为人们只有失去，才会知道珍惜
All you want is love, right?
在喝过孟婆汤转生之前，拥抱父亲，亲吻母亲
Well, you gon' have to get some balls
现在的你就是垃圾，一点都不好玩
Shoot your ****in' brains out until they splat against the walls
每个人都有自己的问题，并且也不断为之斗争
I mean it has to hit the blogs and all your fans will get evolved
但是你的问题不太一样，你没什么活头
And you'll be missed, 'cause people don't know what they have until it's lost
等等
Hug your dad and kiss your mom before this transition is done into the new life
我这是怎么了？
Your current one is trash, it isn't fun
我不能让我自己离开“我自己”
Yeah everybody got problems and we all fightin' this big war
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
But your problems are different, you got nothin' to live for
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
停一下
Wait, hold up (Oh no)
别再控制我了
****s wrong with me?
我已经不知道我应该是谁了
I can't leave me alone with me
我说：“这个人是谁？为什么我会害怕他？”
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
事实不言自明，这人就是镜子中的我
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
我在想什么，你在想什么，这些并不重要
Wait, hold up (Please stop)
重要的是，我们都活着
Stop controlling me
重要的是，你要关注到，那最基本的，你内心的，那种活着的感觉
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
然后你会发现，在你本人和你的思维处理过程之中自然而然地有一定的距离
I'm like, "Who is this nigga and why do I fear him?"
一旦你把你自己和你的思想分开，你和“你自己”分开
It couldn't be clearer, the man inside the mirror
痛苦就此结束
别觉得任何想法是消极的，因为，想法就是想法而已
What I'm thinking, what you're thinking is not the important thing
谁说这是消极的？
We are alive right now, that is the important thing
这不过就是一个想法而已，而且你正在产生这种想法，或许你还挺喜欢的
It is important that you focus on this fundamental sense of aliveness within you
这又有什么问题？
And then you will see there's a natural distance between you and your thought process
如果你明白，这只是一种想法的话，那它便失去了一切力量
Once you create a little space between you and your mind between you and your body
如果你觉得，这就是现实，那么，这就会毁了你
This is the end of suffering
Don't identify any thought as negative because it's just a thought
Who told you it's negative?
It's just a thought, you are making it up, maybe you like it
What's the problem?
If you understand it's just a thought, it has no power
If you think it's a reality, then it destroys you
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