Change

Now in these cynical times are stereotypical minds

Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb

Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind

I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what I'll find

I'm like a fly way in a cave another hour in the maze

I'll cover to the power, my criminal ways

The sun is ******ning but I'm catching minimal rays

It's time for me to bloom out of this childish phase

My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win

Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything

Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance

Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）

My fingers pointing in the mirror I'm the one now （one now）

I see my shadow in the sun dial （sun dial）

Am I really out to change put my freedom in a cage

Slow down, Man I got a son now

It's nothing new they all said it, and I knew it

But I had to go through it myself, I'm hard headed

But that's the only way that I learn

Get caught in the fire there's no escaping the burn, and it burns

Change this change that, change is full of lies

I remain the same, can't wear a good disguise

Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye

So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）

I wanna run but if I run I'm only running from myself

Would it be easier if I was someone else? （Changes）

I'm like a child playing with matches that's never been burned

Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned

On a highway To a destination I've earned

So many exits but I never bothered to turn

I'm like a piece of shard glass

Laying on the frame of a window

that was broken by the bricks of pain

Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig

He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig

I admit I'm ****** up and got a lot to learn

So I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridges I burn

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change, Will I change or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

（My life is twisted）

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change （Will I）

Will I ever change （Can I）

Can I ever change （Will I）

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change （Will I）

Will I ever change （Can I）

Can I ever change （Will I）

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

But the world wants to blame it on me

My life is twisted

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