I've Gained

I wasn't expecting you to understand

I'm new found set to power picked up like dirt welting

Countless shoes on the trail place beating path of memory and path of future

Facing all directions but the one facing forward I am standing

On the breaking of an apology and leading to war-to excuse

and I'd give you both but I just would't expect you to understand that I never have.

Please forgive me

Please FOrgive Me!

The skin backs to be broken through

It's slow heart beautiful man and wolfly fashion like sincerity

Crawl its way through wall after walls bricks no- rip woods down

The memory could't stay afloat.Even if they wanted to

even if they wanted to

Please forgive me

wasn't expecting you to understand.

I wasn't expecting you to understand!

And now as you can see

im still getting over it

im still getting older

this highway red sunburn on my shoulders

not like weight but i can tell

generated reasons for everything in every sadded night

And under the twelveth sunset we still

gazed at the sky like we are nonamed

It's been 4.1 in counting!

since we decided just not watching it up anymore

Since I found myself here

but letmme tell you

it rained the following night

it poured buckets of bucks and picture brains

I've lost whatever else was left in that cold desolate deserted bedroom full of fight

simple sharing too many young-said words,with all you can yield the ache

ARRRRRRGHHH

I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE!!

So excuse my language for GODDAMN i'm awake.

I found sth new you can find in

like butterfly wings

bursting in genesises

ready to fly

and being the wind back with full blow structs of passion

now i am ready, to be reborn, and show you who I really am.

I don't love you anymore.

Since when?

Now. Just now. I don‘t want to lie.

Can't tell the truth, so it's over.

It doesn't matter. I love you. None of it matters.

Too late. I don't love you anymore. Goodbye.

Here's the truth, so now you can hate me.

Larry ****** me all night.

I enjoyed it. I came.

I prefer you. Now go.

I knew that. He told me.

You knew?

I needed to hear it from you.

Why?

Because he might have been lying. I had to hear it from you.

I would never have told you,

Because I know you would have never forgived me.

I would. I have.

Why did he tell you?

Because he's a bastard.

How could he?

Because he wanted this to happen.

But why test me?

Because I'm an idiot.

Yes. I would have loved you... forever. Now, please go.

Don't do this, Alice. Please, talk to me.

I am talking. **** off.

I'm sorry. You misunderstand! I didn't mean to.

Yes you did.

I love you!

Where?

What?

Show me! Where is this love?

I... I can't see it, I can't touch it.

I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words,

But I can't do anything with your easy words.

Whatever you say is too late.

Please, don't do this!

It's Done.

Now, please go, or I'll call security.

No, you're not in a strip club, there is no security.

Why did you **** him?

I wanted to.

Why?!

I desired him.

Why?!

You weren't there!

Why him?!

He asked me nicely.

You're a liar.

So?

Who are you?

I'm no one!

Go on, so you want an enemy ******

I've gained a sense of clarity.

I've gained a new meaning to life.

A sense so unmatched by complexes so strong.

A meaning where I can see no wrong.

I'm sorry you had to part ways with me.

I've gained my strength (through) sincerity.

Strength through sincerity.

Please forgive me....