Better Boy

Let's hold our heads up just tonight,

and pretend that we're okay.

'cause we're okay, right?

god dammit.

i need you.

i don't know you at all anymore and

i wanted to feel something

better than what i once knew.

i am alone tonight,

"while the kids are out high"

i am alone tonight.

do you remember this?

like

i remember you.

HEY.

I will wake up beside you,

someday when we're both alone and lonely.

Someday when I find the time to be a better boy.

I'll be a better boy.

'cause if i've ever wanted one thing,

it'd be the last two years of our lives back.

and if i could ever tell you something,

it'd be that i still love you.

and i will be a better boy

if it means that you will stay here.

i will be a better boy.

a better boy.