歌词
Swallowing a feeling
打碎了牙自己吞下
Counting cracks across the ceiling
数着天花板上剥落的墙灰
Never reached the depths of them before
我从未走进它们的心里
Finding flaws in every format
每件事上都可以找到我的过错
I know but haven't shown that
我懂啊 可我不敢说
I could pick myself up off the floor
把躺倒在地的自己拎起来
I'll fill my glass to take the edge off
我又斟满一杯 试图减轻这痛苦
The choice is mine
让我自作主张一次吧
From the outside
其实看上去
I seem fine
我挺开朗的是吧
On the inside I'm still sick
就算内心已经千疮百孔
The pill's a temporary fix
百忧解只能带来暂时的平复
From the outside
我很好，真的
I seem fine
虽然只是看上去很好
Redefine rock bottom
喝着一瓶又一瓶橘子酒
with these empty orange bottles
一次又一次刷新自己的下限
Never felt so paralysed before
从未如此麻木不堪过
(never felt this paralysed)
（我动弹不得！）
We're all looking for some answers
我们点着黯淡的小灯笼
With the hangman's broken lantern
试图寻找到一切的原因
Growing ever closer to the floor
我好努力了 却依然一事无成
I'll fill my glass to take the edge off
只能靠灌醉自己来逃避啦
The choice is mine
都是我自作自受
From the outside
表面上看
I seem fine
我还挺快乐的是吧
On the inside I'm still sick
就算背地里呜呜哭了好久
The pill's a temporary fix
小药片儿只能短暂填满我的空虚
From the outside
你说
I seem fine
你看不出来我哪里不对劲
Why do I, why do I,
为什么，为什么
feel so damn cold?
这世界总令我瑟瑟发抖
Why am I, why am I,
为什么，究竟是为什么啊
still so low?
我还是这么废物
Why should I, why should I,
为什么，为什么
get up or get out?
只有站起来和被淘汰两种选择？
Why should I?
为什么痛苦的是我！！！
From the outside
如果你遇见我
I seem fine
我还是会对你笑笑
On the inside I'm still sick
你不知道我多么痛苦
The pill's a temporary fix
药物难以见效
From the outside
表面上看
I seem fine
我就是个快乐的孩子
I seem fine
我很快乐哦
On the inside I'm still sick
快乐得心都碎掉了
The pill's a temporary fix
我已经无药可救了
From the outside
但我还是会 为你装出没事的样子
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