歌词
Clear your head
该醒醒了
So self-centered yet you're very well read
善解人意又如何 你还是这么自我
Leave your bed
快点下床
All that oil gonna kill you dead
灯油整夜燃亮 几乎要烧死你了
Got my check
我拿到自己的账单
Lost my center in a deep mud debt
深陷债务的泥淖无法自拔
I know you're upset
我知道你沮丧极了
I'll stop it I'll quit
我发誓我不再这样，我这就走
我深思熟虑的抉择 总是伤害了最爱的人
My choices let down some of my closest people
可我真的在尝试改变啊！
But I'm gaining back ground
我真的好努力地从低谷中爬出来
And forcing myself to get better by Fall
如果我崩溃了 你还会陪着我吗？
Will you be there if I fall?
其实我从没奢求过这一刻
我打赌你从没见过我快乐的样子
I never seem to have it in line
给我个机会，再等等我啊，介意我对你哭诉一会吗？
I don't think you've ever seen me fine
可我还是爱面子 为此付出沉重的代价
Give me space, make me pace, let me whine
时间流逝，这情绪越发不可收拾
Saving face at the cost of what I owe
所以当我害怕自己太幼稚时 请掐灭它
Getting big, watch the clock where'd the time go
看看这无法缝合的伤口
Cut it short when I'm scared of what I can't grow
我何必在意呢？你又知道什么呢？
All these loose ends that I can't sew
我依然重复着对所爱之人的伤害
What do I care, what do you know
可我真的尽力了
我想方设法摆脱过去的自己
My choices let down some of my closest people
日复一日的伤害
But I'm gaining back ground
我强迫自己不要灰心
And forcing myself to get better by Fall
再试着变好一次吧emo boi
My choices let down some of my closest people
可是我坠落时你会拉住我的手吗？
But I'm gaining back ground
你变得好奇怪 这让我难过死了
And forcing myself to get better by Fall
我拒绝承付这一切 我想我该走了
Will you be there if I fall?
我无论如何也不能去爱你
我想你早就察觉了吧
I'm sick of all the wack **** you're getting into
可是这个世界上
Think I'll bounce, I gotta go
甚至没有一个我能安静独处的位置
I'm stuck inside a place where I can't love you
呋喃唑酮和紫色光点包围我
You feel the vibe, I think you know
我身陷囹圄 我吐得死去活来
There's not a single place that I can go to
快拦住我
Without noise that I chose
算了，让我快点结束自己吧
I'm stuck inside and my stomach's throwing up now
From yellow pills and purple glow
Hold me down
Help me drown
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