Wait on Me

I’ve tried forgetting

it hasn’t worked so far

but hurt comes with the detailing

and maybe also scars

it’s hard to see me right now

pieces of broken heart

and whether pain so weird

'cause I don’t want to fall apart

I always end up in the same place

with memories I wanna erase

now now

wait on me

wait on me

this might take some time

wait on me

wait on me

this might take some time

I can’t remember

just who I was before

I wish I could surrender

to what I once ignored

It’s hard to sleep when night comes

‘cause I don’t recognize what’s in my dreams

and the story alters

isn’t what I see

I always end up in the same place

with memories I wanna erase

now now

wait on me,

wait on me

this might take some time

wait on me,

wait on me

this might take some time

the tale is told

my body is cold

before I was young, I was old

in dark rooms

undeveloped souls get exposed

I picked it, it’s not just black and white I suppose

what I’ve seen, nobody knows

the troubles

fall like paddles

from my cheeks to my feet

my body language is screaming

but never do I speak

about it

about with pain

and renamed this strength

It’s hard for me to let go

It’s hard for me to grip

If I have one wish,

it wouldn’t come to this fate

I’d ask the lord to lift

so I wouldn’t have to carry this weight on me

my memories don’t remember me

For a long time, I’ve been doing time

in a personal penitentiary

prevent me

from being what I meant to be

So why think of my old self

but you set for me

wait on me