Orange Blossoms

Somebody buy me roses

Somebody make sure I get out of bed today

Somebody be my baby

Somebody see that I don't get in my own way

Somebody hold my head up

Somebody hope that I don’t give up, not this time

Somebody check my email

Somebody just give me the damn highlights

I don't wanna be here

How am I supposed to be healed?

I don't wanna be here

Starin’ at the wall again

Somebody hold me hostage

Somebody make me think I might be worth something

Somebody take a photo

Somehow I know I won't be rememberin'

Somebody be my angel

Somebody change the angle I see all the time

Somebody fast forward

Somebody just give me the damn highlights

I don't wanna be here

How am I supposed to be healed?

Everybody goes home

And the way there is not clear

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna be here

How am I supposed to be healed?

Everybody grows up

And leaves me in the tower

Drinkin' from the bottle

Knowin' what it does to me

Seein’ every color

Slidin’ into shadow

While I can, I will carry

My own bags

And I will call my father

When I know that he's alone

And I will plant a plot

Of yellow flowers

They’ll be a sign

To whichever one of us survives

And when I see the ghost

Of orange blossoms in the snow

I'll know it was you

And I'm comin' soon