Plastic Lester

He tugs the pulley

Deep in my head

I hate you when I go to sleep

I’ll see you in my bed

I’ll take your money

I make amends

I reason with evil

I’ll choose different words instead

I read expressions

I’ll bear your lies

I’ll pretend to listen just so I can spend the night

I feel stupid, I feel ugly

I feel nothing at all

This push and shove I’ve had enough

I know one day I will fall

You can’t tell me that I’m pretty without me denying

I’m immature

You reassure

Baby, I know you’re trying