Dear Old Me

I have died

One thousand times

and seen myself lie on the floor

Dead to the world

but alive and free

indulging in what's unseen

I have lied to dear old Me

one hundred thousand

thousand times

tumultuous this little spree

all that darkness is just

dear old me

I never know where to go

there's nothing left

for you or me to know

Deadly dreams

Deadly screams down at

the bottom of my mind

I can't see

Oh please

let me be

ego must die!

Please don't take me away

I just wanna stay home

and play

So many thoughts

so many minds

I wish it was

so much kinder

I just

wish that my

ego would die